2026-03-11

Welcome to my blog/website "meatescargatoire" I've wanted to have my own website for a while now though actually coming around to making it i never looked forward too because I hate frontent/web stuff.

This post probably won't have much too it but I'll try to make some more indpeth ones before putting the site up... sadly my writers block is awful and i can't make words

2026-07-02

I finally stopped rotting away for two seconds and have decided to finally update this website, as I've been meaning to.
As you can see I finally got around to themeing the site. (you might need to clear your browser cache)
the old version also was very janky and relied on javascript primarly for the music features but now, the site is 100% javascript free!

Now im trying to figure out what I should work on next I've been drowned in depression for a few months? now with no luck in finding a job either.
My applications keep getting most likely autodeclined in a just a few a hours a lot of times at like 4am my time, (cst)
so now im trying to figure out if there's anything I can even do anymore, I hardly have any savings left as ive been using it to pay my phonebill. 
and I've been threatened with being kicked out more times than i can count. (and i've already been kicked out by these people before in the past)

so I might just be fucked I guess.